bored in Barnet

really really bored... but I'm smiling again, so although not ideal, things are looking up.
I'm recently separated after lots of years, seems he preferred my sexy, blonde, 7 years younger than me, best friend. Everyone deserves a chance to be happy so I wish them all the best. Why? I'm not bitter, I'm free!
But It's not easy being on your own, all my friends are either in relationships, or total planks. Either way I'm not going out with them tonight or any other night! I own a horse, but there's only so much I can share with her.. How I would love to talk to someone that isn't a horse, or married, or psychotic, although crazy is good... I kinda like the thug look, but I like to be treated like a woman. Most importantly, I want someone to like me, just for being me.
Oh, and if u don't understand being comfortably numb, you're too young for me!
PS I can probably cope with psychotic, in a mild form../ I Like the thought of being overpowered by a crazed lunatic!!!!!