Just a note for anyone who knows me

TV/TS in Swindon, South West, UK

Joined: 10 months ago
Last on: 24 hours ago

After many years, I’ve made the long and painful decision to finally retire my alter ego. This hasn’t come easily, but I’ve reached a point in my life where I know—deep down—that it’s time for a change.

The truth is, I’ve been through a lot. Life hasn’t been kind in many ways. I’ve faced trauma, loss, and some incredibly dark chapters… especially in my battle with addiction. And while those moments nearly broke me, I’m still here. I’m standing. And for the first time in a long time, I’m choosing recovery.

This profile has been a home, a release, a place of fun, flirtation, mischief—even escape. It helped me cope during times when I didn’t even realise how much pain I was in. I’ve made connections here, had conversations that made me laugh, and moments that reminded me I’m still human, still craving that spark of real connection.

For years I’ve held onto the hope of finding that elusive partner in crime—the kind of love that’s wild and true, fun but grounding, someone who could see past the mess and into the man. That hasn’t happened yet… and maybe that’s okay. Maybe I needed to find myself first.

So I’m drawing a line in the sand. I’m not disappearing overnight—this profile will remain here a little while longer, in case anyone’s ever wondered what happened to me. I’m okay. I’m choosing to get better. I’m working on healing. And I’m finally giving myself permission to let go of what no longer serves me—even if it hurts.

Please send me your good thoughts and positive energy if you can. I’ll need them for the road ahead.

With love, respect, and hope for whatever’s next,

Nik

Nikki

56 years old, Bisexual

5'10" 178cm
Athletic
Smoker
Don't drink
No tattoos
No piercings

Looking For

Couples (MF) Couples (MM) Couples (FF) Men Women TV/TS
Aged from 20 to 99
Will meet smokers

Meeting

Can accommodate
Can travel

Interests

Verified Genuine Profile

*UAD_BOY (45), Man on 2 July 2025 by Meeting in person:
Met this stunner a few times and can’t get enough of her wild wicked mind Wit wooo xx

*ubcouple (68), Couple on 28 May 2025 by Meeting in person:
Reconnect with this lovely lady after knowing her for a long time Paul the gimp had a lovely time with her while Paula watched So looking forward to seeing her again soon xxx

*ayley Cropper (60), TV/TS on 28 May 2025 by Meeting in person:
Was hoping this girl was going to fuck me, as she was so awesome. Instant attraction. She was so gorgeous, I ended up fucking her. How weird is that? Yummy fuck at that too. Thank you darling.

*Dsarahx (42), TV/TS on 2 March 2025 by Meeting in person:
What to say about nikki...I was lucky enough to be invited round and so glad i did i was dressed in hold ups knickers and basque but nikki blew me away with her outfit and makeup. As soon as we kissed i was putty in her hands and was soon fucking her in a variety of positions she truely is perfect bottom.