 Why? Because I really love it and sharing it is a thrill! 
Btw I have his permission 
We have a Dom / Sub relationship and we discussed the rules many many times. He may be my cuck but he’s also the love of my life❤️
Anyway there is a lot! So I’m only sharing one page this week, it’s one I particularly loved.
I am interested to hear your feedback, he was right btw, I do wank to them.
Enjoy….
“My first Deepthroat experience was amazing! (If you are reading this baby…then baby don’t worry, I already knew you had been checking these notes as you left my notes app open!!) but you already know I loved it, I mean you saw me cum without being touched!
I have been getting introspective and thinking about my experience with guys on our journey, I think for me, after I have swallowed a guys cum, it has an effect on me mentally, it’s very powerful. It’s hard to describe but as a submissive, I feel like after swallowing I’m not equal to him anymore.
I seem to find myself feeling somehow bonded and it’s easier to do what he tells me without question than it was before I had swallowed him.
But when he came in me like this, it was different again, sooo much more intimate. Like he was making love to me, like he does with you, but using my throat.
Does that make sense?, I wonder if other subs feel like that about cum too?
Anyway that guy we saw the first time you suggested I try this….
Well it’s been a while, so I wanted to write it all out in details for you here to discover one day…(I know you have been reading these to wank!)
Well here is every detail I can remember, you had me lay on the bed on my back with my head hanging off the bed over the edge.
You blindfolded me,
tied my wrists to the bed and played the rain sounds app on my airpods on that noise cancelling mode.
It was a very effective plan as I could not see or hear a thing after that.
I have to say you really are an expert in the art of pleasure, as this made all of my senses heighten and I was soooo curious to know what you guys were actually doing….maybe one day you will tell me mistress!
So after what felt like about 20 minutes you finally took my AirPods out and I heard him get closer.
I could smell his scent, so I knew he was really close and then I felt his cock pressing against my lips, so I opened for him. He had me suck him like that but stayed quite shallow kind of teasing me, but he couldn’t help pushing in deeper to see if I could really do it and I remember being surprised that I actually could!
I sucked him like that for a while and he started to push deeper and deeper each time but not yet all the way.
I remember he was pre-cumming a lot and it was making it easier to slide in and the way he kept moaning whilst you guys were I assume kissing?? above me was a big turn on.
Then you said to him “When you are just about to cum just push all the way into his throat, so your balls are pressed up against his chin and I want you to stay pressed deep pressed into him as you cum just like you do when we have sex, NO PULLING OUT!”
Hearing you say that whilst I was sucking him was unbelievably hot for me and btw as soon as his cock was in my mouth, I could taste your cum on him.
So I realised in that moment you must have used the chance with me blindfolded to take the condom off and have him bare!!! …considering we we had spoken about you likely ovulating that was very very Naughty!👿
Plus his balls had your scent too but it was the shaft that gave it away, I never brought it up but now you know I know!
DO IT AGAIN! Ha ha
So anyway he was pumping into me and he kept entering my lower throat and I could feel it kind of pop in each time and then the sensation of him pushing past that and going balls deep in what felt like my upper chest. This was giving me a stretching feeling and it was really really turning me on, I felt like I was being edged, I looked it up and it’s called a throatgasm and some lucky people get them!
Makes up for my cock size…ok not quite but I was chuffed!
It was actually really nice, it was a lot like he was having sex with me and although I could not really do much but stay still,
I was really enjoying it the whole time.
He also kept putting his hand on my neck, not rough at all, I think he was enjoying feeling it expand as he went into me, did he say anything?
Then I felt him get really really hard, so I knew it was about to happen. He pushed balls deep into me so he could not possibly be any deeper and almost immediately, I got that edging sensation start again.
When he started to cum it was like a wave of pleasure that he made me part of! Seriously it was unreal. He stayed pressed fully deep and at first with my nose pressed into his balls, I was just thinking about his scent mixed with yours but then the pulsing started.
Fuck that was different. I could feel each pulse so strongly as the vibrations kind of reverberated up my neck.
What came next was a feeling of warmth, I could feel the heat of his sperm in the top of my chest and that combined with the pulses and the scent and of course just being tied like this was too much and I started to cum too!
Was you even wanking me? I have no idea?
Either way it was that moment I knew I was definitely doing this as much as possible from now on.
It felt like he was cumming for ages, but I know it must have been only 10 seconds in reality.
Oh and about that. So he was much longer than our squirting toy and when he started cumming, I realised it’s very different to the toy where I can feel the water and choose to swallow.
He was much deeper than that, so his cum was being pumped directly into me and swallowing or not swallowing was now irrelevant.
I have no idea if he did one of his big loads or even what it tasted like but there was a lot of pulses and when he finally started to pull out, I immediately noticed two things. One I felt like my whole throat was stretched but in a nice way and two my throat felt silky smooth which was weird but also nice.
I felt amazing having his cum in me btw, I was literally on a high for the day. Is this what it’s like for you after sex?
I loved the moans you guys were making, so please do that more next time, it was adding to the whole thing for me so much.
That’s everything I can think of as I didn’t see much else, maybe you can tell me…please?
I kind of want to know the day you finally read this and kind of don’t. I will leave that up to you. X“
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