Just thought i'd share a little... When I met my wife little was I to know that during the first six months of dating, my wife to be who was 22 then, was regularly, either for the night or the weekend going to see a 45year old assertive man. Or on some nights just out on a vanilla date with another man.
When we arranged to go on a date, there was the 'I can't make that night, but can do the following night' response. I never thought anything off it.
But then one day she told me, that she had been going to see the 45yo guy for sex, i was shocked to the core. But we just carried on. Since then over the years she admitted she spent around a year with the older guy, driving 60miles after work in office blouse, skirts, heels / boots, for the night or weekend, so that he could use her, and she was well aware, she could have stopped seeing him but she enjoyed their time and how or what he did with her, pushing her boundaries, using her; anal, dress-up, mild tie / tease / bdsm, pee.
Occasionally, during sex she'll mention an act or desire for something, which to me is like wow! what? I'm not sure i can do or treat you like that. But then she quickly changes her mind. In truth as my sweet wife and solemate I'm not sure I'd like to use her like she says and we never push those boundaries, but...
I can imagine dropping her off at another man's house, waiting on her in our car, or booking a hotel room for her and a friend. Seeing her come back satisfied and a bit of a mess. Learning the cuck role, being denied her tight but soft, warm and comforting pussy around my cock as it now belongs to another or other men would be incredibly exciting. Maybe being allowed to claim her back feeling her loose and wet, full of her dominant lovers cum.
I hope we can start to be more open in our conversation on sexual exploration our interests and desires, but she's not into the idea of sharing. While seldom these days I love going down on her, thinking of her just back from a lover, or an ex and when cumming I imagine it's another man or I'm going to be allowed inside her cum filled pussy soon. |
