So i thought id share why my profile us named as such and the journey here.
So the journey started around 10 years ago. I was with liz, i had proposed, she agreed.
I was happy, she was happy or so i thought.
I now naively looking back on it thought i satisfied her sexually. Obviously with hindsight how could i? 5 inches little thick but its a three pump and squirt job.
I did try ensure shr came with fingers and tongue but it was enough as i found out 3 weeks after proposing.
I worked hard, away quite a lot. I didnt come home earky tk hear noises that turned me on now. It was a saturday she gad gone to town shopping so i thought.
I went for a drink in the local and i got a call fron my wifes phone. It was a pocket call and she was being fucked... hard.
I was livid... angry almost went for a walk then went home and waited. She came home at 5pm and i confronted her calmly... asked who she is fucking, she denied i told her to check her phone.
All she said was well i guess you would have found out sometime... wedding is off... and with that packed a couple of cases and left leaving the ring in the dog bowl
I sat there stunned, angry but what could i do? I could try fight but she showed no emotion so meakly accepted it.
I met another woman couple years after... i will continue the story later. |
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Thank you.
So yes i met a woman called sheila we got on great. She was sexy good company and well made me happy... that was until i tried to please her sexyally.
The first time we had sex i did my two pumps... she said "is that fucking it?".
I guess its what Liz always thought but never vocalised, but hearing the shear disappointment crushed me, all confidence went... i tried for couple months to please her until she said she was going to see her ex... i knew he was sexually very good but he lived in scotland so as much as i tried to think nothing of it i couldnt.
Im sorry the kink of seeing my partner fuck other woman with or without permission does nothing for me.
While away i d*unk and d*unk knowing that when she gets back i would split with her. Sex is important to her and i couldnt support her sleeping with others nor did i want to try stop her.. it was best for both of us.
I neednt worry though... i didnt need too... at around 9 am i got a video message on watsapp pf her squirting and her saying "thats the third this morning.. your dumped".
Sorry i dont have that video... i deleted it, not in anger, but resignation. This is two woman in 2... its almost a trend of disappounting woman.
So i focused on work until i metcmy now wife, lovely gorgeous and luckily for me sex is not important to her.
But the years of being put in my place, brutally shown how inadequate i am has planted seeds.
So now im at the start of this journey.
Ive met a man a couole of times not in a sub capacity... yet..
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