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By *ikeEx OP   Man 15 weeks ago

Near Alfreton, Derbyshire

Mike and Candy - Cheating or not

The flat felt too quiet. Candy moved from room to room, tidying things that were already tidy, her hands restless. The ache in her lower back was a dull, familiar companion, but tonight it was overshadowed by something else—a sudden, sharp-edged need that had nothing to do with pain.

She paused in the doorway of the living room, phone in hand, thumb hovering over the screen. Mike was away again. Work. The rhythm of their life had settled into this pattern: absence, reunion, brief normalcy, then absence once more. Usually, she managed. Usually, she buried the restlessness in work, in books, in the careful maintenance of her own body.

But tonight, the need was louder than the ache. Physical. Insistent.

Before she could talk herself out of it, she opened the browser, typed in the familiar URL. The fetish site loaded, her profile hidden for months. With a few taps, she unhid it. Just looking, she told herself. Just browsing.

Almost immediately, a notification popped up. A message from a user she vaguely recognized—Manchester. His profile picture was a shadowed silhouette, but the username jogged her memory. They’d spoken before, on other platforms. Never met, but the conversations had lingered in the back of her mind.

*You’re back online,* he typed. *Good to see you.*

Candy’s fingers moved before her brain caught up. *Just for a look.*

*Fair enough. But if you ever change your mind about meeting...*

Her breath hitched. The thought was reckless, dangerous, and exactly what she wanted right now. *Maybe,* she typed back. *Not tonight.*

*No pressure. Just putting it out there.*

They messaged back and forth for an hour, then two. The conversation flowed easily, familiarly. He remembered details she’d shared months ago—her love of quiet places, her preference for early afternoons, the way she liked her coffee with coconut milk. He didn’t push, didn’t demand. He simply... waited.

When she finally put the phone down, her heart was racing. She hadn’t agreed to anything. Not really. But the possibility hung in the air, electric and terrifying.

Three days passed in a blur of work and routine. The messages continued, constant and private. She found herself checking her phone at odd moments, smiling at something he’d said, her body responding to the memory of his words even when he wasn’t typing.

Then Saturday came. Mike got home the night before.

He arrived at her flat mid-afternoon on Saturday, smelling of exhaustion, doubt but cleanly showered. he was still carrying the weariness of the week like a second skin.

Candy had tidied her kitchen the day before and was still moving things as he walked in, her movements too purposeful, too bright. "Hey," she said, not quite meeting his eyes. "Can you take the rubbish out for me please? I've had a clear out."

Mike nodded, taking the bags without a word. He could feel the tension in the room, but he couldn't name it. When he returned, they sat on the sofa, the space between them charged with unspoken things.

"Work was busy," he said, breaking the silence. "But manageable. How was your week?"

"Fine," she said, her attention already drifting. "Just... boring really, nothing special."

Her phone vibrated softly on the cushion beside her. She glanced at it, her expression unreadable.

A moment later, another vibration.

Mike’s jaw tightened. "Message?"

"Yeah," she said, not looking up. "It's not important."

If it had been her dad, she would have said Dad. If it had been her mum, sister, neighbour—she would have named them. This time, she didn’t.

The anger rose hot and immediate, but he swallowed it down. He remembered their conversations, her insistence: "Why would I have sex with someone else if I don’t have it with you? That’s cheating. And I don’t cheat."

But the thought looped in his mind: Is she cheating? Is she planning to? Why does this keep happening to me—every single time?

Candy knew exactly who the messages were from. The Manchester man. The one she’d been talking to for ages, but silently said nothing to Mike. She kept her phone angled away, her thumb scrolling casually, as if it were nothing.

"Let's go for a drive," she said suddenly, standing up. "Clear our heads."

Mike agreed, too easily. He had something to return for a refund anyway, then wanted to go to another store to see if they had a similar but better item for sale—and the idea of Hathersage Cliffs appealed. Quiet. Dark. Under the stars.

They stopped at Chestertown first, the return transaction quick and impersonal. Minimal conversation. The tension remained unspoken, thick as the fog that began to roll in as they drove on, heading to the city to go into the other store.

After finding nothing of interest in the store, they walked out back to the car.

"Food?" Mike suggested, "Owler Bar? it's on the way."

Candy nodded, her phone vibrating again in her lap again.

Mike noticed everything. Her silence. The timing. The way she didn’t explain. His grip tightened on the steering wheel. He still didn’t say a word.

Earlier, Candy had read the Manchester man’s profile more closely—his calm confidence, his interests, the way his words triggered a physical response she hadn’t felt in weeks. She felt the disconnect between who she said she was and what she was preparing to do. She didn’t resolve it—she just ignored it.

The car continued through fog and darkness. Candy sat beside Mike, holding a secret. Mike sat beside her, burning with suspicion.

***

The car park at the Owler Bar Carvery pub was quiet, maybe due to the fog that was hitting the area, the warm yellow light from the pub spilling out into the thickening fog. Inside, the noise was a welcome distraction—clatter of cutlery, low murmur of conversations, the occasional burst of laughter from the tables around the edges of the pub.

They found their usual table in the corner, the vinyl sticking slightly to their elbows. Mike went to the bar to order. The table they chose had the table cleaning spray and cloth left there by a member of staff. This gave Candy the opportunity to clean the table while Mike wasn't sat there - once clean, she took out her phone to reply to the messages.

Mike returned with a pint of Guiness 0.0, a pint of Cherry Pepsi Max while balancing the Carvery ticket in his fingers.

As they waited their turn at the carvery counter, Candy’s phone buzzed again. She didn't pick it up, but her eyes flickered toward it, a quick, involuntary movement.

Mike saw it. He saw everything.

They loaded their plates with their choices of meat, Yorkshire puddings, and a mountain of vegetables, the steam rising into the already warm air. Back at the table, they ate in near silence, the only sounds the scrape of knives on plates and the distant chatter of other diners.

"You okay?" Mike asked, his voice casual, but his eyes were fixed on hers.

"Fine," she said, cutting a piece of pork into smaller and smaller pieces. "Just tired."

The lie hung between them, as thick and cloying as the gravy on her plate.

When they finished eating, Mike gathered their plates. "I'll take these up," he said, standing. "You want another drink?"

"No, I'm good," she said, already reaching for her phone.

As he walked away, Candy unlocked the screen. The message from Manchester was simple: *Thinking of you. Hope you're having a good night, it could be a better night with ropes and toys and my fist inside you.*

A small smile touched her lips, gone as quickly as it appeared.

She typed back: *It's fine. Just dinner with Mike.*

She hesitated, then added: *Wish it was you.*

The words sent a thrill through her, dangerous and exhilarating. She hit send just as Mike returned to the table.

"Ready to go?" he asked, pulling on his jacket.

"Yeah," she said, standing up and slipping her phone into her pocket. "Let's go."

The drive to Hathersage was silent, the fog swallowing the beam of their headlights, the world outside reduced to a few metres of grey road. Mike’s hands were tight on the steering wheel, his knuckles white. Candy stared out the passenger window, her reflection a ghostly shape in the glass.

He pulled into the small lay-by at the base of the cliffs, cutting the engine. The silence that rushed in was absolute, broken only by the faint drip of moisture from the trees.

They sat there for a long moment, neither speaking, The fog made the dark outside much blacker than it ever had been. The lights were turned off and they laid their seats back.

The interior of the car became a sleeping ground, Candy nodded off within a few minutes, purring like a small diesel engine. Her purring became hypn0tic to Mike, causing him to lock the doors of the car and fall asleep himself.

30 minutes later, Mike woke, to hearing Candy purring. eventually, Candy woke up two hours later.

The silence became deafening, but while Candy was sleeping, Mike noticed the same unknown message notification happen on her phone a few times, again prompting Mike to be more interested in this "not important series of messages."

Candy didn't seem to realise that this was bothering Mike, he hid his concern too well, yet she wnted know know if he was alright. "you ok?" she asked.

Mike turned to look at her, the faint light from the distant pub catching the hard line of his jaw. "I'm fine," he said, his voice flat. "Just thinking."

"About what?"

"Work," he lied. "Just... work."

Candy nodded, accepting the lie too easily. "We should head back," she said, sitting up and rubbing her eyes. "It's getting late."

Mike didn't argue. He started the engine, the headlights cutting through the fog, and pulled back onto the road. The drive back to her flat was even quieter than the drive out.

When they arrived, they entered the flat, the silence between them stretching, thin and brittle.

"Thanks for dinner," she said, her key already in the lock.

"No problem," he said, as he took off his coat to hang on the coat hook.

Candy jumped onto bed, wearing only a tee-shirt "i need to wash some bottoms" she said.

Mike loved the feel of Candy's ass in his hand, and he still took hold of it as he fell to sleep.

Mike woke to a rare and unfamiliar, yet; welcome weight of Candy’s body shifting against him. The room was still dark, the city outside muted by the lingering fog. Her hand was on him, stroking him to hardness with a slow, deliberate rhythm that spoke of long practice and deep need.

"I'm horny," she whispered, her breath warm against his ear.

He didn't answer with words. He rolled onto his side, his hand finding the warm, bare skin of her hip, then sliding down between her thighs. She was already wet, her body ready for him. He slid two fingers inside her, curling them just so, the way he knew she liked.

Her response was immediate. A soft gasp, her hips bucking against his hand. He worked her with a steady, patient rhythm, feeling her tighten around him, her breath coming in short, sharp pants. Then, the sudden gush of warmth as she came, her body shuddering against his.

He didn't wait for her to recover. He moved over her, settling between her legs, and entered her in one smooth, deep thrust. She wrapped her legs around him, pulling him deeper, her nails digging into his back. He moved inside her, the rhythm building, the tension coiling in his gut. He came with a groan, burying his face in her neck, his body shaking with the force of it.

They lay tangled together, the sweat cooling on their skin, the silence now filled with the sound of their breathing.

"Better?" he asked, his voice rough.

"Yeah," she said, her voice soft. "Better."

But as he held her, her body relaxed and sated in his arms, the thought returned, unbidden and unwelcome: *Was it me she was thinking of? Or him?*

He pushed the thought away, burying it under the weight of her body, the scent of her skin, the lingering warmth of their shared release. But it was still there, a seed of doubt planted in the fertile ground of his fear.

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By *ikeEx OP   Man 15 weeks ago

Near Alfreton, Derbyshire

The next morning, the sun was out, the fog lifted slightly . The flat was filled with a bright, clean light that felt like a lie.

Candy wasn't in bed, she left Mike sleeping as she was stirring all night.

Mike felt exceptionally horny from the night before, naked, he walked out of the bedroom and went to the bathroom.

Washing thoroughly, he started to wank his cock and walked over to Candy who was awake on the sofa. getting close to her, she knew he wanted to wank, but wasn't 'feeling it.'

"Play with my balls while I wank" Mike ordered.

Her hand moved, she grabbed his balls and rolled them in her hand.

But it was obvious, Mike had sex when Candy wanted, yet she didn't touch Mike when he wanted her to.

He drove home, the morning light glinting off the wet streets. The anger was back, cold and hard this time. He needed to know. He needed proof.

He walked into his house, the silence echoing around him. He went straight to his office, sat down at his computer, and opened the browser. He typed in the URL of the fetish site, his fingers moving with a grim certainty.

He knew her username. and wasn't interested in getting access to her account. But he knew her. He knew the way she thought, the patterns of her mind.

He saw her Fetlife account, the pictures of her pussy wide open, looking like she had been filled, her tits with Daddy's Cum Whore and Daddy's Cum Bank written on her, photos of a weekend away in Whitby, Woodlands, Toys, stones, the people who posted messages against them, but nothing looked out of place, no more than he had already seen anyway.

The next few days were a blur of routine and pretense. Mike went to work, came home, dealt with the kids. He saw Candy when he could., they talked, they laughed, they acted like nothing was wrong. But the anger was always there, a low, simmering fire beneath the surface.

He watched her, his eyes missing nothing. The way she checked her phone, the quick, secretive smiles, the way she angled the screen away from him. He saw it all now, the signs he'd missed before, the lies he'd chosen to ignore.

Mike felt like a hypocrite, he knew, if he confronted Candy, she would probably hand her phone to him with the words "here, look at it, I have nothing to hide." Yet, she knew he couldn't hand over his phone due to the secure work he did on the regular weekend and some weekday evenings.

Mike always believed, mainly because of his government work, that a phone is like a woman's handbag - no access unless you are the owner of it. And he voiced this to Candy in the early days of their relationship.

He was trapped in a prison of his own making, a prison of suspicion and doubt. He couldn't confront her without proof, and he couldn't get proof without violating her privacy, without becoming the very thing he hated.

And to make it worse; he couldn't hand over his phone to show he had nothing to hide too - even though he didn't have anything to hide.

The thought of her with another man was a physical pain, a twisting in his gut. He imagined her hands on someone else, her body responding to another's touch. He imagined her whispering words of desire to a stranger, the same words she'd once whispered to him.

He started to withdraw, the distance between them growing with each passing day. He became quieter, more reserved. He stopped initiating sex, stopped reaching for her in the night. He was building a wall around himself, brick by brick, and he could feel her noticing, feel her confusion, her concern.

But he couldn't stop. He was too far gone, too deep in the rabbit hole of his own suspicion.

***

Candy felt the shift in Mike like a change in the weather. The warmth had gone out of him, replaced by a cool, distant reserve that she couldn't seem to penetrate. He was still there, still present, but he was somewhere else, somewhere she couldn't reach.

She tried to bridge the gap, to draw him out. She went with him to his favourite food jaunts, paid her share unlike many women before her, she initiated conversations, she reached for him on the nights where he stayed over. But he was always just out of reach, his responses polite but distant, his touch gentle but lacking its usual warmth.

She didn't understand what was happening. She thought it was work, or stress, or the general wear and tear of life. She didn't connect it to the messages, to the secret life she was living on her phone. In her mind, the two things were separate, unconnected.

Further more, she didn't understand how bad it makes a man feel when they are being rejected over and over again,

The messages from Manchester continued, a constant, comforting presence in the quiet moments of her day. He was easy to talk to, easy to be with, even through a screen. He didn't demand anything from her, didn't judge her. He simply... listened.

*You seem distant,* he typed one evening, as Candy sat on her sofa, the TV on but unheard.

*Just tired,* she replied. *Long week.*

*If you ever need to talk...*

*I know,* she typed back. *Thank you.*

She put the phone down, a wave of guilt washing over her. She was lying to him, too. Not with words, but with omission. She was living a double life, and the strain was beginning to show.

She thought about Mike, about the growing distance between them. She missed him, missed the easy intimacy they'd once shared. She wanted to fix it, to go back to the way things were. But she didn't know how. She didn't even know what was broken.

The thought of ending things with Manchester crossed her mind, a fleeting, tempting possibility. But the thought of losing that connection, that easy, no-strings-attached intimacy, was too much to bear. She wasn't ready to let it go, and the things he was experienced at doing were more experience than Mike had.

So she continued, juggling two lives, two men, multiples of conversations, but only two versions of herself. And with each passing day, the lie grew heavier, the distance wider, the risk greater.

***

Mike sat in his car, the engine off parked a small distance away from the end of Candy's street.

Subconsciously he drove there, not intentionally, not at first. He'd just happened to be in the area, on a day he would have been visiting her at home anyway. "Oh, I'm out with mum today" she told him. But this was different, she was going with her mum 3 days afterwards for their usual weekly or fortnightly coffee meeting.

But now he was here, watching, waiting.

He felt sick to his stomach, a knot of shame and anger twisting in his gut. This wasn't him. This wasn't who he was. He was a fixer, a problem-solver. He didn't lurk in the shadows, spying on the woman he loved.

But he couldn't stop. He had to know.

He watched her leave the flat, her movements quick and purposeful. She got into a car which had been waiting outside her flat which soon drove off, not in the direction of anyone she introduced his to, but towards Chestertown.

Mike started his engine, pulling out into the traffic a safe distance behind them. He followed the car through the main A Road heading up the hill, onto the winding streets of Chestertown, his heart pounding in his chest, his hands slick with sweat on the steering wheel.

The car parked in a multi-storey car park, a place he knew well, a place that was busy, anonymous, the place Candy told Mike to park when they had their first meeting. He parked a few levels up, watching them get out of the car, her phone in her hand.

Mike sent her a message *Hi, hope you slept well last night*

The message didn't get viewed in Telegram, so there was no reply. It wasn't unusual for this to happen, as Candy would nap during the day from time to time.

Candy and the guy walked towards the exit, her steps confident, Candy was holding her head high. Worse of all, she didn't look like a woman sneaking around behind her partner's back, she looked natural.

Mike got out of his car, his legs feeling unsteady beneath him. He followed her at a distance, his heart in his throat, his mind racing with a thousand questions, a thousand fears.

He watched them enter a coffee shop, but not just any coffee shop, the one where Mike met her for the first time, 'Cafe Nero'.

He saw them through the window, they sat the same table as they did when Mike met her for the first time. The table they were sat at was next to a window where people could walk by. Heart pounding, he wanted Candy to know that he saw her with someone else. someone she would have to explain, someone who she had been hiding. He almost knocked on the window, but another thought came into his head.

Mike walked around the corner, passed the window, before looking in.

Candy and her new friend didn't notice, they were talking and laughing with each other.

his hand was on her thigh, her hand rubbing his knee.

It was at that moment, Mike carefully, and calmly decided to go into the coffee shop.

He knew where they were sat, they couldn't see the counter., He ordered a small black americano. put in the sugar, and decided to slowly walk through the coffee shop to where Candy was.

She wasn't expecting him to be there, so it was easy for him to carefully take the small table located just to the side of the wall opposite them.

Watching their closeness... Mike, had enough, carefully shouted "Hi Candy, surprised to see you here!"

Candy's head snapped up, her eyes wide with shock. The man beside her froze, his hand still on her thigh.

"Mike," she said, her voice barely a whisper. "What are you doing here?"

"I could ask you the same question," he said, his voice calm, controlled. "But I think I already know the answer."

He looked at the man, who was now trying to discreetly remove his hand. "I don't believe we've met," Mike said, his tone dangerously polite.

The man stood up, extending a hand. "Mark," he said. "And you are?"

"Mike," he said, shaking the man's hand, his grip firm, his eyes never leaving Candy's face. "I'm her boyfriend."

The word hung in the air, heavy and charged. Mark's face paled, his eyes darting between Mike and Candy.

"I... I didn't know," he stammered.

"Sorry Mark, but I know for a fact, that you 'did' know!" Mike was quietly calm, yet Candy knew he was angry. "Let's cut the bullshit, I was never enough for her anyway!"

"Mike, stop it," Candy said, her voice trembling. "This isn't what it looks like."

"Isn't it?" he said, a bitter laugh escaping his lips. "It looks exactly like what it is. The number of times we spoke about cheating! and here we are!" he looked at Mark "Dont worry pal, you probably wouldn't be enough for her either!"

"Mike, please," she said, her voice breaking. "Can we talk about this? Not here."

"There's nothing to talk about," he said, his voice cold. "I saw what I saw. I know what I know, your not important messages.... well.. they aren't important to me anymore."

He turned and walked away, leaving her sitting there, her face pale, her hands trembling in her lap. He didn't look back.

He got into his car, the anger now a cold, hard knot in his stomach. He drove home, the city lights blurring into a meaningless smear of colour.

He walked into his house, the silence echoing around him. He went straight to the kitchen, contemplated pouring a whisky, but decided to be sensible and make a coffee instead.

He sat down at the kitchen table, coffee cup in his hand, and waited for the phone to ring. He knew it would. He knew she would call, He wanted her to Call.

As he waited, he logged ontop the fetlife site again, this time, he noticed one of the comments on her pictures. "I would love to cum over your face" was from 'Mark'.

Being his investgative self, he found Marks profile.

"Fisting, Shibhari, Anal Fucking" were all fetishes he seemed to enjoy.

All Mike could do was think to himself 'Something I never did with her... if that's what she wanted, why did she never ask!'

The phone rang, the sound shrill in the quiet house. He let it ring twice, then answered.

"Mike," she said, her voice small, fragile. "Please don't hang up."

"I'm here," he said, "if i didnt want to talk to you, I would have blocked your number." his voice flat.

"I'm so sorry," she said, the words tumbling out in a rush. "I never meant for this to happen. I never meant to hurt you."

"Did you sleep with him?" he asked, the question direct, brutal.

"No," she said, her voice cracking. "I swear. We just... talked. We met for coffee. That's all."

"But you were going to, weren't you?" he said, his voice dangerously quiet. "That's why you were there. That's why you've been so distant, so secretive." he continued, "do you miss being fisted so much? Shibhari? we always said we would grow together, not get bored and fuck off with someone else! - so.. were you going to sleep with him?"

"I don't know," she whispered. "Maybe. I don't know."

The honesty of her answer was a punch to the gut. It was worse than a lie. It was an admission of intent, a confirmation of his worst fears.

"I need some time," he said, his voice strained. "I need to think."

"Okay," she said, her voice barely audible. "I understand."

But; she didn't understand, she couldn't have. She knew Mike had been cheated on before, she knew he was still in therapy for what Stella had done to him before. She 'hated' what Stella had to to him, what she had caused him to feel, yet here she was - another one to add to the list of cheaters in Mike's life.

He hung up the phone, the silence rushing back in, heavier than before. He sat there for a long time, the coffee growing cold in his hands, the weight of her words settling over him like a shroud.

He thought about their agreement, the one they'd made early on: they could see others, but they would see them together. It was a rule born of honesty, of mutual respect. A rule she had broken.

He thought about the long months of her refusal, the way she'd pushed him away, the way she'd made him feel unwanted, undesirable. He'd told himself it was her pain, her body betraying her. He'd been patient, understanding. But now, he wondered if it had been something else all along. If her body hadn't been the only thing betraying him.

The anger was still there, but beneath it, something else was stirring. A deep, aching sadness. A sense of loss so profound it took his breath away.

He loved her. He probably would forgive her. But she knew she needed to be honest with him. And he knew, with a certainty that chilled him to the bone, that this was the beginning of the end.

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By *ikeEx OP   Man 15 weeks ago

Near Alfreton, Derbyshire

Candy was still sat at the table long after Mike left, the coffee in front of her cold and untouched. Mark had mumbled an apology and fled, leaving her alone with her shame and the curious stares of the other patrons.

She felt hollowed out, empty. The adrenaline had faded, leaving behind a bone-deep weariness. The familiar ache in her spine flared, a dull, persistent throb that mirrored the ache in her heart.

She had seen the look on Mike's face. The hurt, the anger, the betrayal. It was a look she had put there, she was no better than Stella, a wound she had inflicted like his ex.

And she knew, with a certainty that terrified her, that it might be a wound that would never heal.

She thought about their agreement, the one she had so carelessly broken. *We can see others, but we will see them together.* It had seemed so simple, so reasonable at the time. A way to explore, to experience, without the lies, without the deceit.

But she hadn't wanted to explore with Mike. She had wanted to explore on her own, to have something that was hers alone, something separate from him, from their life together. She had wanted the thrill of the secret, the danger of the forbidden.

And now, she had it. The secret was out. The danger was real. And she was alone.

She finally stood up, her movements stiff, her body protesting. She walked out of the coffee shop, the bright afternoon sun feeling like an accusation. She struggled to the bus station on her walking stick, completely aware she not only lost one or both men, but a lift back home. The bus drove closer to her home town, the city passing by in a blur of color and sound.

She let herself into her flat, the silence echoing around her. She went to the kitchen, her hands trembling as she filled the kettle. She needed tea, something warm and comforting, something to anchor her in the chaos of her own making.

Her phone buzzed on the counter, a message from Manchester. *Everything okay? Haven't heard from you.*

She stared at the words, a fresh wave of guilt washing over her. She had been so caught up in the thrill of the new, the excitement of the secret, that she had forgotten about the real, the tangible, the man who loved her, the man she had promised to be honest with.

She typed back a quick reply: *Fine. Just busy.*

She put the phone down, her mind racing. She needed to talk to Mike, to explain, to make him understand. But how could she explain something she didn't understand herself?

She made her tea and sat down at the kitchen table, the warmth of the mug a small comfort in the overwhelming cold.

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By *ikeEx OP   Man 15 weeks ago

Near Alfreton, Derbyshire

She sent another message to Manchester *Thanks for running out on me* before blocking him from calling or messaging.

Candy was trying to work through the situation again. She began to realise what she had created, she needed to make it right. but the temptation of being tied up properly, being fisted into a screaming orgasm, being teased by breath play and probably fucked in the ass while after her pussy had been stretched again. They were all things she liked or wanted to try, but Mike being the kind, caring, dependable guy, she didn't think he would do some of this.

She had never asked him. Not directly. She had hinted, had danced around the edges of her desires, but she had never laid them bare, never said, "This is what I want. This is what I need."

She had assumed he would say no. She had assumed he would judge her, would see her as less than, as broken, as a whore. She had projected her own fears onto him, had let her own insecurities dictate the course of their relationship.

And now, she was paying the price.

She picked up her phone again, her fingers hovering over Mike's name. She wanted to call him, to hear his voice, to beg for his forgiveness. But she knew she couldn't. Not yet. She had to give him space, had to let him process, had to let him decide what he wanted, what he needed.

She put the phone down, a single tear tracing a path down her cheek. She had made a mess of things, a monumental, life-altering mess. And she had no idea how to fix it.

***

Mike sat in the silence of his kitchen, the cold coffee a forgotten prop in his hands. Just like when Mike's wife died, the house felt too big, too empty, even though Candy didn't live with him, he felt hollow. The kids were at their step sisters, a scheduled weekend, that happened when he was going to stay with Candy, but that now felt like a cruel twist of fate, leaving him alone with the wreckage of his own thoughts.

He stood up, the movement stiff, and walked to the living room. He picked up a photo from the mantelpiece, one of him and Candy on a weekend trip to the coast. She was laughing, her head thrown back, the wind whipping her hair across her face. He was looking at her, a smile on his lips, a look of pure, unadulterated love in his eyes.

He remembered that day. He remembered the taste of the salt in the air, the feel of her hand in his, the sound of her laughter. He remembered feeling like he had finally found it, the thing he had been searching for his entire life: an honest caring partner, an sexual equal, planned a 'soon to be a home'.

And now, it was gone. Or at least, it was broken. Shattered into a million pieces, and he had no idea how to put them back together.

He put the photo down, his hand trembling slightly. He walked to the drinks cabinet, the one he rarely opened, and stared at the whisky on the shelf. the one his dad left him over 18 years ago when he died.

He thought about her, about the way she had looked at him in the coffee shop, the shock, the fear, the guilt in her eyes. He thought about her words on the phone, the raw, unvarnished honesty of her "I don't know."

He wanted to hate her. He wanted to be angry, to be righteous, to be the victim. But he couldn't. He loved her. And loving her meant seeing her, all of her, even the parts that were broken, even the parts that had hurt him.

He thought about their agreement, the one they had made with such hope, such optimism. *We can see others, but we will see them together.* It was a rule born of trust, of mutual respect. A rule she had broken.

But why? That was the question that kept circling in his mind, the one that wouldn't let him rest. Why had she broken it? What had she been looking for that she couldn't find with him?

He thought about the fetishes he'd seen on Mark's profile. Fisting. Shibhari. Anal. Breath play. Things they had never completely explored except Anal and Breath play which she loved, but the other things he had considered, just never got the time to play and get the experience to give them both something they wanted to enjoy. He used to see their sex life as good, as satisfying. But what if it wasn't? What if she had been wanting more, needing more, and had been too afraid to ask? Why had she really been turning away the thoughts of sex with Mike recently?

The thought was a punch to the gut. It was worse than cheating. It was a failure on his part, a failure to see her, to truly know her, to give her what she needed.

He stared at the bottle, not a whisky drinker, but he was tempted to pour a glass.

He had to talk to her. He had to understand. He had to know.

He picked up his phone, his fingers hovering over her name. He took a deep breath, the air catching in his throat, and pressed the call button.

It rang once, twice, then three times. 'forget it' he thought. Just as he was about to hang up, she answered.

"Mike," she said, her voice small, fragile.

"I'm coming over," he said, his voice rough, raw. "We need to talk."

"Okay," she said, her voice barely audible. "I'll be here."

He hung up the phone, the silence rushing back in, heavier than before. He put on his shoes, grabbed his keys, and walked out the door, the night air cool against his skin.

The drive to her flat was a blur of streetlights and darkened windows. He parked outside, the engine idling for a moment before he turned it off. He sat there, his hands on the steering wheel, his heart pounding in his chest.

He took a deep breath, the air catching in his throat, and got out of the car. He walked to her door, the familiar path now feeling like a walk to the gallows. He knocked, the sound loud in the quiet night.

She opened the door, her face pale, her eyes red-rimmed. She was wearing one of his old hoodies, the one he'd left there weeks ago. The sight of it, of her in it, was a physical pain.

He walked in, the door closing behind him with a soft click. The silence in the flat was deafening, broken only by the hum of the refrigerator.

They stood there for a long moment, just looking at each other, the space between them charged with unspoken words, with a history of love and now, of betrayal.

"Sit down," she said, her voice trembling.

He didn't move. "Why, Candy?" he asked, the question direct, brutal. "Just tell me why."

She looked away, her gaze fixed on the floor. "I don't know," she whispered. "I really don't know."

"Bullshit," he said, his voice dangerously quiet. "You know. You just don't want to say it."

She looked up at him, her eyes filled with tears. "It wasn't about you," she said, the words tumbling out in a rush. "It was about me. About what I wanted, what I needed. And I was too scared to ask you for it."

"Ask me for what?" he said, his voice strained. "What was so terrible, so shameful, that you couldn't ask me?"

"The things you saw on his profile," she said, her voice cracking. "The fisting, the shibhari, the... the other things. I wanted to try them. I was curious. And I was afraid you'd see me differently, that you'd think I was... broken, or a whore."

The word hung in the air, a confession, a plea.

"I would never have thought that," he said, his voice softening slightly. "You know that, right?"

"I thought I did," she said, a single tear tracing a path down her cheek. "But then I'd start to say something, and the words would get stuck in my throat. I'd see your face, and I'd imagine your reaction, and I'd just... stop. I'd chicken out."

"So you went behind my back," he said, the anger returning, cold and hard. "You lied to me. You snuck around like a teenager."

"I know," she said, her voice barely a whisper. "I know. And I am so, so sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I just... I got caught up in it. In the thrill of the secret, the excitement of the new. It was stupid, and selfish, and I hate myself for it."

He looked at her, really looked at her. He saw the pain in her eyes, the regret, the shame. He saw the woman he loved, the woman he had built a life with, the woman who had broken his heart.

He walked over to the sofa and sat down, the cushions sighing under his weight. He looked up at her, still standing by the door, a lost, fragile figure in the oversized hoodie.

"Come here," he said, his voice quiet.

She walked over to him, her steps hesitant, and sat down beside him, the space between them still charged with tension.

He reached out and took her hand, her fingers cold in his. "I'm not going to lie," he said, his voice rough. "This hurts. A lot. You broke my trust, Candy. You broke the one rule we had."

"I know," she said, her voice trembling. "I know."

"But I also know that I love you," he said, his voice softening. "And I know that I want to understand. I want to know what you want, what you need. All of it. No more secrets. No more hiding."

She looked at him, her eyes wide with a fragile, desperate hope. "Really?"

"Really," he said, his thumb stroking the back of her hand. "But we have to be honest with each other. Completely. No more holding back. No more being afraid to ask for what we want. From each other."

"Okay," she said, her voice barely audible. "Okay."

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By *eterinpantiesukMan 15 weeks ago

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By *ikeEx OP   Man 15 weeks ago

Near Alfreton, Derbyshire

He pulled back from the kiss, their breath mingling in the quiet space between them. The anger was still there, a low hum beneath the surface, but it was joined by something else now—a fierce, possessive need. A need to reclaim, to rediscover, to know every part of her she had kept hidden.

His hand moved from hers, tracing the line of her jaw, his thumb brushing over her lips. "Show me," he whispered, the words a command and a plea. "Show me everything."

Her breath hitched, a flicker of fear and excitement in her eyes. She stood up, her movements slow, deliberate, and held out her hand. He took it, letting her pull him to his feet and lead him towards the bedroom.

The room was dark, the curtains drawn, the only light a faint sliver from the streetlamp outside. She let go of his hand and turned to face him, her silhouette a familiar shape in the gloom. She reached for the hem of the hoodie, pulling it over her head and letting it fall to the floor. She stood before him, naked, vulnerable, her body a landscape he thought he knew, now filled with uncharted territories.

She knelt on the edge of the bed, her back to him, and looked over her shoulder. The large tattoo across her back seemed to shift in the dim light, the bat at the top a sentinel, the geometric lines around her spine a cage, a sigil. He had always seen it as art, as a part of her story. Now, he saw it as a map. A map of her resilience, her pain, her desires.

He moved behind her, his hands resting on her hips, his thumbs tracing the curve of her lower back. He could feel the subtle tension there, the familiar ache of her condition, but beneath it, something else. A tremor of anticipation.

She turned to face him, her hands reaching for the button of his jeans. Her fingers were deft, sure, as she undid them, her gaze never leaving his. She pushed them down, along with his boxers, her hands wrapping around his already hard cock.

She leaned in, her tongue tracing a wet path along the shaft, her lips closing around the head. He groaned, his hands tangling in her hair, as she took him deeper, her mouth hot and wet, her movements practiced, confident.

She pulled back, her lips glistening, and looked up at him. "You wanted this," she said, her voice a low, husky whisper. "You wanted me to suck your balls."

She didn't wait for an answer. She lowered her head, her tongue tracing a delicate path over the sensitive skin, her lips closing around him, her mouth a warm, wet haven. He gasped, his hips bucking involuntarily, the sensation overwhelming, a pleasure so intense it was almost pain.

She worked him with a skill he hadn't known she possessed, her mouth and hands moving in a perfect, synchronized rhythm. He felt himself getting closer, the tension coiling in his gut, but he didn't want it to end. Not yet.

He pulled her up, his hands cupping her face, his thumbs stroking her cheeks. "Not yet," he said, his voice rough. "I want to see you. All of you."

She lay back on the bed, her body a pale, beautiful canvas in the dim light. She reached for the nightstand, her hand closing around a bottle of lube. She squeezed a generous amount onto her fingers, her gaze locked on his, and reached down between her legs.

Her breath hitched as her fingers circled her clit, then moved lower, one, then two, disappearing inside her. She arched her back, a soft moan escaping her lips, her body a symphony of pleasure.

He watched, mesmerized, as she prepared herself for him, her movements slow, deliberate, a silent invitation. He moved over her, his body covering hers, his hand replacing hers, his fingers slick with lube, with her.

He started with one, then two, then three, his movements slow, careful, watching her face for any sign of pain, of discomfort. He saw only pleasure, only a desperate, aching need.

"More," she whispered, her voice a ragged breath. "Please."

He added a fourth finger, his knuckles pressing against her entrance, the stretch a delicious, burning pleasure. He could feel her muscles tightening around him, her body pulling him in, demanding more.

He tucked his thumb, his hand forming a cone, and pushed. Slowly, carefully, he watched as his hand disappeared inside her, inch by inch, her body stretching to accommodate him, a perfect, impossible fit.

Her back arched off the bed, a str4ngled cry tearing from her throat. He could feel her muscles clenching around him, a rhythmic, pulsing grip that sent a jolt of pure, unadulterated pleasure through him.

He held still for a moment, letting her adjust, letting her body get used to the fullness, the overwhelming sensation of being completely and utterly possessed. Then, he began to move.

He started with a slow, gentle rocking motion, his knuckles brushing against her cervix, sending shockwaves of pleasure through her. He could feel her getting closer, her body tensing, her breath coming in short, sharp pants.

He increased the pace, his movements becoming more deliberate, more confident. He curled his fingers, finding that spot deep inside her, the one that made her gasp, that made her whole body tremble.

He took his free hand, and placed it around her neck, squeezing, watching her face change colour. her eyes open wide as she looked at him.

And then, she came. Hard.

Squirting and having her breath controlled, Candy was completely as Mike' mercy, and Mercy he wasn't completely in the mood for showing just yet. He kept his fist inside her, moving it slowly, deliberately, drawing out her orgasm, prolonging the pleasure until she was a writhing, sobbing mess beneath him.

His knuckle was flicking her cervix, each time he brushed against it, another yelp and squirt shot from her.

Mike wanted to teach her a lesson, one that she would never forget. He wanted to show her what she had been missing, what she had been risking by seeking pleasure elsewhere. He wanted to claim her, to mark her, to make her his in a way she had never been before.

He pulled his fist out, a gush of fluid following, and flipped her over, pulling her up onto her hands and knees. He entered her ass, one hard, deep thrust that buried him to the hilt.

She cried out, her hands fisting in the sheets, her body pushing back against him, meeting him thrust for thrust. He reached around, his fingers finding her clit, rubbing it in tight, fast circles.

He could feel her getting close again, her body tensing, her muscles clenching around him. He leaned down, his lips brushing against her ear.

"Who do you belong to?" he growled, his voice a low, dangerous rumble.

"You," she gasped, her body trembling on the edge of release. "I belong to you."

"Say it again," he demanded, his thrusts becoming harder, more demanding.

"I belong to you," she cried out, her body shattering around him, her orgasm a tidal wave of pleasure that pulled him under with her.

He came with a groan, his body shaking with the force of it, his release a hot, possessive claim deep inside her.

Mike stayed inside her ass, and looked over to the left hand side of the bed where Candy's toy cupboard was.

he could reach, but only just.

He opened the door, and saw Candy's large black but plug.

reaching, tipping and fumbling with his fingers, he finally grabbed it.

"you know where this is going don't you, you fucking whore!"

"Yes, you are going to put it in my a....." as she replied, Mike stuffed the butt plug into candy's mouth.

"Spit on it! Make it wet" he demanded.

Fear cut across her face - she had never put thisa butt plug in her ass without lube, she knew she had to make it a wet as possible.

"Come on, hurry up, we don't have all fucking night!"

Pulling the plug from her mouth, he niticed the lube was next to her..

without saying anything, he opened the lube and put plenty on the hand she couldnt see.

with the hand she could see, he wiped the butt plug dry on the bedding.

Candy began to cry, "no, don't please don't!"

With one swift movement, he passed the plug to his lubed hand before pushing into her ass.

she began to whimper aas the plug toughed her, then she realised it was lubed.

"You bastard!" she hissed at him..

"Fuck you, whore! you will wear that plug all night and all of tomorrow, only taking it out for a shit!"

He pulled out of her, the plug now holding her open, a constant, aching reminder of his claim. He flipped her over again, her body limp, sated, her eyes glazed with a mixture of pleasure and pain.

He looked down at her, at the woman he loved, the woman who had broken his heart, the woman he had just claimed in the most primal, possessive way possible. He saw the tears on her cheeks, the fear in her eyes, and a wave of something else washed over him. An understanding that this was something she needed.

Mike climbed off the bed, to finish the session, by walking away to shower the lube, squirt and smell of Candy off his body. He left her there, on the bed, a used, discarded toy, the plug a heavy, intrusive presence in her ass.

He stood under the hot spray of the shower, the water washing over him, cleansing him, but not healing him. The anger was gone, replaced by a hollow, aching emptiness. He had claimed her, he had possessed her, but he hadn't fixed anything. He had just added another layer of complexity, another wound to their already fractured relationship.

He got out of the shower, wrapping a towel around his waist, and walked back into the bedroom. She was still on the bed, her body curled into a fetal position, her back to him. He could see the tension in her shoulders, the slight tremor that ran through her.

He walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge, the mattress dipping under his weight. He reached out, his hand hovering over her back, not quite touching.

"Candy," he said, his voice quiet, rough.

She didn't move, didn't respond.

He sighed, the sound heavy in the quiet room. He had wanted to hurt her, to make her feel a fraction of the pain she had caused him. And he had. But looking at her now, broken and vulnerable, he felt nothing but a profound, soul-deep sadness.

He lay down beside her, the space between them a chasm of unspoken words, of unresolved pain. He didn't touch her, didn't try to bridge the gap. He just lay there, in the silence, the weight of what he had done, of what they had become, settling over him like a shroud.

He closed his eyes, but sleep wouldn't come. He was trapped in the wreckage of their love, a prisoner of his own making, with no idea how to escape.

***

The morning light was a cruel intrusion, filtering through the gap in the curtains and painting stripes across the rumpled bedding. Candy woke to the dull, persistent ache in her spine and the sharper, more insistent ache in her ass. The plug was a heavy, foreign presence, a constant reminder of the night before, of Mike's anger, of her own surrender.

She could hear him in the kitchen, the clatter of a mug, the low hum of the kettle. She lay there for a long moment, her body a map of bruises and aches, her mind a fog of shame and confusion.

She finally sat up, the movement sending a sharp jolt of pain through her. She swung her legs over the side of the bed, her body protesting every inch of the way. She stood up, her legs unsteady, and walked to the bathroom.

She looked at herself in the mirror, her reflection a stranger. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her face pale, her hair a tangled mess. She saw the faint marks on her neck, the bruises on her hips, the evidence of his possession, of her submission.

She turned on the shower, the water a welcome, cleansing heat. She stepped under the spray, the water washing over her, but not washing away the shame. She reached back, her fingers finding the base of the plug. She hesitated, then pulled.

The sensation was a strange mix of relief and loss, her body closing around the empty space, a phantom fullness that lingered. She put the plug on the side of the bath, a sleek, black object that now seemed to hold a dark, menacing power, Mikes Cum from the night before starting to leak, now there was no seal.

She washed herself, her movements slow, deliberate, her mind replaying the events of the night before. The anger in his eyes, the roughness of his touch, the overwhelming pleasure that had bordered on pain. She had wanted it, needed it, even as she had feared it. She had wanted to be punished, to be absolved, to be claimed.

She got out of the shower and wrapped herself in a towel, her body still trembling slightly. She walked into the kitchen, the smell of coffee filling the small space.

Mike was sitting at the table, a mug in his hands, his gaze fixed on the window. He was already dressed, his hair still damp from the shower. He looked up as she entered, his expression unreadable.

"Coffee's made," he said, his voice flat, neutral.

She poured herself a cup, her hands trembling slightly, and sat down opposite him. The silence stretched between them, thick and uncomfortable.

"Mike," she said, her voice barely a whisper. "About last night..."

"Don't," he said, cutting her off. "Just... don't."

She looked at him, at the hard line of his jaw], at the distant look in his eyes. She saw the pain, the anger, the betrayal, still simmering just beneath the surface.

"I'm sorry," she said, the words a desperate, inadequate plea.

"I know," he said, his voice still flat. "But sorry doesn't fix it. It doesn't undo it."

"I know," she said, a single tear tracing a path down her cheek.

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